Here I am, a few weeks away from my next Birthday.
A few weeks away from my new personal year #9 and new lesson peak #11, and everything starts to fall into place. 

Some of you may know, that besides working my passion, I also have a shift work job in the field of  Science. Yes, I am using both sides of my brain (most of the time.... smiles). 
Even though I enjoy working by myself... working overnight shifts was getting harder and harder on my body. I just didn't bounce back as quickly as I used to and Menopause didn't help either... 
It was a struggle mentally, physically and emotionally. 

For some time now, I was thinking about getting off shifts and have a normal day/night rhythm like other people.
Being employed as a "shifty", there was no way to "just get off it". 

This feeling of getting off shift work became stronger and stronger. I felt it in my core, in my soul, to the extend, that I started to tell everybody of my plans. I truly put it out into the Universe for all to hear.... call it spoken Manifestation if you like. 

As mentioned, I will start my personal year #9 in a few weeks time. 
#9 stands for
* completion, closure and endings.... tick
* to make room for new to enter...tick
* doors will close, for others to open... tick
* major changes in lifestyle, career, home (we are planing to renovate the kitchen)... tick, tick, tick

With the change of my personal year, I will also start a new (and my last) lesson peak #11
#11 lesson peaks stands for
* maturity is required to handle this peak.... to be seen... smiles
* powerful intuition.... tick
* practice of sharing love to all and everything... tick on most days
* sharing experiences, be of guidance... tick 
* spiritual work... tick

I haven't told you yet how it came about, that I could get off shift work.... 

It just so happened (smiles), that we had a big re-shuffle of staff memebers. People leaving, going to other jobs, taking long-service leave etc. 
It just so happened that I had my performance interview, where I mentioned my wish. 
It just so happened that a new staff member was happy to swap the position for 6 months. 

So over the next 6 months, my husband will have the pleasure of having his wife at home every night (adjustment may be needed for both parties... smiles). 
In my heart and soul, I know that I wont go back to beeing a "shifty" and I know that everything will work out beautifully for me, my family and my spiritual work. 
 
I just wanted to share this, because, sometimes it takes time for "things" to align. 
For me.... when the time is right... I simply KNOW with every fibre of my being. 
When I know and have made up my mind  for good... things always fall into place and align. 

Stop sitting on the fence... 
This is a perfect time for YOU to DECIDE in which direction you want to travel...

Personal year #9 are exciting... and a little scary, all at the same time! 

Cheers to CHANGE! Woooooohooooo! 

Much Love 
Toni 

If you are born in 2003/2004 it is most likely that you are finishing school this year. 
What a ride you had to endure in this last year of schooling. 
2020 sure provided some challenges for you, your friends and family alike. 
Coincidence? Maybe.... 

Everybody born in 2003 carries the #5 energy (2+3=5).
The #5 stands for CHANGE & FREEDOM! 
Can you see where I am going with this? 

If you are born in 2003, yes, you do love your FREEDOM, which has been taken from you on the physical level... or has it? 
Homeschooling became a thing, you couldn't or still can't meet with your friends in person, you had to stay home, some of you were and maybe still are in lock down. 
Self-indulgence became a thing for you. Emotions were or are still running on high. You feel rebellious and irritable being confined... and... procrastinate everything. 
Sounds like most of the world feels at the moment? Maybe... only you feel it magnified!

The positive aspect of the #5 energy is, that you ARE a leader, are quite innovative and well balanced. 
If nothing else, this year would have taught you, that FREEDOM comes from WITHIN. 
It showed you that you ARE independent, intuitive, original, versatile... and love an andventure. 
Suddenly you see new paths you can take. What was set in concrete changed, you are taking up opportunities that present themselves to you with ease, with the... I can give this a go and see where it leads, attitude. 
You are in your element of learning new things, or old things, the new way. 
You learned on how to prioritise your life (work/play is in balance). 

Even though the strong urge to travel prevails, you now know, that FREEDOM does come from within, and no matter what the Universe throws at you, you will be able to see other Opportunities and Options. 
Life will support you on all levels always, if you are taking up opportunities, allow change and seeking other options. 
In a nutshell... 
All born in 2003 will move forward and find their way.... and as soon as humanity can travel the world again... watch out for the 2003 movement :)

Everybody born in 2004 carries the #6 energy (2+4). 
The #6 energy stands for HARMONY & BEAUTY 

Everybody born in 2004 carries great mental and creative power. You are home bodies and didn't mind the staying at home part too much. You may have even found it easy to learn from home, because you are dependable and conscientious. Through all of this, most of you, never lost their inbuilt optimism. 
Sure, you did or maybe still worry about the world, your family and friends...You have a sceptic streak and like to be critical if your love of harmony gets disrupted. 
And don't we know it, that it has... 
Because you are sensitive to vibrations, staying at home and away from people helped you to cope, even though you have missed to have your special people around you. 
Hugs are important for you and being denied hugs, seemed or still seems utterly unfair. 
All you crave is peace and harmony on earth, or at least in your world. 

On the upside you have found different ways to flourish. Beautiful partnerships have been formed on and off line. Your creative side has kicked in and helped you to help yourself and others alike to move forward with a new outlook on life. 
For many of your family and friends,  you have been the saving grace, the go to person to lean on and vent. 

You do have the ability to see the beauty in the mids of chaos. People are drawn to your loving manner. 
2020 showed you that you have the ability and strength to be a leader. 

If the worries get on top of you.... remember the beauty inside and around you. 
Remember your strengths. Be creative! 
Shower the world with your Love and the world will give back to you thousand fold. 

The world can look forward to your new inventions that you cook up as we speak :) 


Love & Light 
​Toni 

We have just moved into our new place, on acreage a little bit out of Brisbane.
 
Due to living in the “bush”, we had to change to the sole internet and telephone provider available in this area. This meant that the email address changed.
If you ever changed your email address, you know that you can miss to notify a few people easily….well... I did. 

That was around the time I used to connect with like-minded people once a month at an Angel gathering. I loved connecting with other souls through meditation, Psychic readings and chatting about spiritual "stuff". We practised our gifts or recovering/discovering new ones.
 
This will be relevant soon…bear with me….
 
So back to the new place we now lived at.
One day, a few months maybe a year in (not sure if Mercury might have been in retrograde?) the computer crashed. Fabulous… right?
 
I brought the pc to the shop to be revived. The computer tech set the emails (by mistake?) onto the last provider’s email setting (I had no idea that one could do that).
It then so happened that I had numerous emails on the old account which I haven’t seen yet.
One in particular caught my eye.
 
It was an email from one of the Angels from the gatherings.
 
This Angel asked me if I would like to read my Angel cards (and do my Psychic “thing”) for “real” people at a place called the River House (some of you might know this place)…. and of course I will get paid for my readings. 
Oh wow! Until now I only read for family and friends; you know, always practising. There were feelings of excitement and of fear all wrapped into one. The Universe and Angels just presented me with CHOICE and an OPPORTUNITY. 
I decided to give it a go! After all, I have done the Doreen Virtue Angel course, and I know how it all works right? I do receive insights from the Angels… but... “real, paying” people, still was a scary thought…the responsibility…suddenly my passion became REAL.
 
I went and had a fantastic day. I just LOVED it! I loved being of service, guidance and assistance.
 
So…. If the computer hadn’t crashed…and let me tell you, I wasn’t too impressed when it happened….and the computer tech wouldn’t have put the “wrong” email setting (I had a few things to say about that too…), I would have never seen this email.
I believe because I took this opportunity, other opportunities have arisen later.
 
Spirit decided that it was time for me to venture out into the “real” world and “interfered”.
Yes, I did ask for guidance and how to read for “real” people... 
 
You ask you receive, as simple as that.
Always keep your asking positive and uplifting, ask for what you WANT or BETTER.
The Universe will deliver the way it sees fit, always for your highest good.
 
A few months later a lady at work handed me a piece of paper.
​Oh, there was a psychic fair in my neck of the woods and they needed Psychic readers!
My workmate had assumed that I am already part of it, after all, I am a Psychic reader and I live where the fair took place.  
 
You guessed it; I had no idea that this event was happening,
I rang the number on the bottom of the piece of paper and applied for the gig, by giving a reading over the phone.
 
This was my start to participate in Psychic Fairs around the Brisbane area.

Spirit does work in mysterious ways and the timing is always right. It is then up to us if we want to take the opportunity or give it a miss.
 
Trusting our abilities and having faith in ourselves is vital, but remember, the Universe would not present us with opportunities we are not ready for.
 
So sometimes we just need to jump over our own shadow and take the plunge.
 
Trust and listen to your Intuition and always follow your heart.
 
I am grateful to all the people who played a vital role and to the people who still play a vital role, to get me “up and going” and hold my back. I am grateful to the Angels and Universe for always holding my back and pushing me into the right direction and towards opportunities.
 
Some may say that I am lucky…
I say, that I took and that I am still taking opportunities that present themselves, put in the hard work, sprinkled with a lot of passion… call it lucky if you want :) 
 
If you follow your passion and put in the work you WILL succeed.
 
Love & Light
Toni 

Question.... 
When you have to say NO, for whatever reason... 
Do you: 

• say NO with ease
• make up an excuse
• try to justify yourself 
• go into a lengthy explanation to why 

Saying NO, doesn't seem to be easy for many of us. 

NO is made up of the #5 and #6 vibration...FREEDOM to EXPRESS yourself and to CREATE.
It holds the energies of PEACE, TROUBLE-SHOOTING and SPIRIT. 
Maybe that's the reason why, so many of us find it hard to say.... especially to people we care about. 

NO holds a beautiful heart centred energy. Maybe that is why we find it hard to say... when in reality we COULD say YES.
You know... when we make up a "white lie" because we don't want to hurt the other person. When we do that, the energy of NO will rub us up the wrong way, so to speak. We feel UN-EASY within ourselves because we are not true to or honour its energy. 

Remember what we say or think holds immense energetic power, as every letter of the alphabet has a number and its energy associated. 

That's why we need to be mindful of what words we are using

• talking to others
• talking to ourselves
• thinking about or of others
• thinking about ourselves

Next time you have to, or need to say NO... STOP... BREATHE... look into your heart and remember that NO holds

• FREEDOM of EXPRESSION
• CREATION

Create PEACE & HARMONY by saying NO from the HEART .

Love & Light 
​Toni 

Every year, for the last ...hmmmm....15 years, on New Year's Eve I do an Abundance & Protection Spell. 
On previous years I shared the Spell through "email downloads". This year I thought, why not share the Spell in a blog post for easy copy pasty or share :) 
This is the perfect time to get ready, as you will need a few things. 
And let me tell you.... this Spell truly works :) 

Just a quick share.... last year, as we were Overseas, I started to collect foreign coins for the Spell. I put them in a safe place in my Healing Room, so I can find them easily when the time came to do the Spell. Ha, you guessed it... the coins were gone! And let me tell you I searched low and high, upside down... nothing. 
Not too long ago I cleaned out my Healing Room (I do this a few times a year) and.... voila... found the coins... Angels playing "silly buggers" with me... Anyway they are in a safe place for THIS years Spell ritual (smiles), which means.... that you will get foreign fortune coins :) for 2020! 

So here we go... sharpen your pencils or your copy paste/ share buttons..... 

You will NEED:
*Yellow or Gold candle for Abundance
*Straw Broom (I just use a "normal" broom as the INTENT counts)
*Bunch of Yellow Carnations or Flowers in season for sun energy
*Frankincense oil or Incense 
*Salt for cleansing and protection
*Silver Coins

On New Year's Eve or in the week before, clean and tidy your home. 
On New Year's Eve, using the broom, sweep all corners of your home thoroughly.
As you sweep, visualise the energy of your home for the next year (your dreams/wishes/fortune).

Place the candle, incense, flowers and coins in your living room (living room table) 

After sweeping and clearing away all remains, light the yellow candle.
Burn the incense or oil - the energy of the flame is important. 
While the candle and incense are burning next to your flowers and coins on the living room table...

Walk through every room of your home and sprinkle a pinch of salt in each, while you recite the following:

I banish all negativity from every corner of my house and prepare for new energies to come in. 
I seal each area and invoke the power of the NEW YEAR to bring my dreams to fruition during the coming time.

When you are done, extinguish the candle and oil.
The following day and day's after that give visitors a coin each to spread the good luck and happiness.

I keep mine in my wallet... signifying that I never run out of money. 
At the end of the year, you can spend your lucky coin.

Off you go... collect the shiny, silver coins so that you are ready on NEW YEAR's EVE 

Much Love, Fortune & Protection
​Toni 

SIGNS... are you aware of signs that your Angels, Spirit Guides and Loved one's send you? 
I personally LOVE signs... even if sometimes I don't know what they mean right at this moment in time OR how to interpret them...

Let me tell you a story... 

For a few weeks a pair of crows came to our house daily, always around the same time, flying into our windows (and let me tell you, my windows are not clean), seeming to peck at insects (that was my thoughts anyway).
The first time they came my immediate thought went to... who died? As my mum always said, crows bring death, or let you know about a passed over soul. 

This happened daily for weeks! It gotten to a point where I googled... on how to deter crows... 
To say the least Google was not much of a help as the suggestions varied from buying an Owl statue, hanging up shiny objects (which I already have) to shooting the crows.... not really what I was looking for. 

On a Monday morning at 4am, I found our much loved kitty-cat Miss Doris in a dire condition. 
As I had to go to work (early shift) my husband took her to the animal hospital, which is located just around the corner from where he works. 

Already crying my eyes out, I said my goodbye's as I had a feeling that I won't see Miss Doris again. 

I put my sunnies on (to hide my tears) and went to take the train to work. At the train station I was approached by a man who did a survey for Queensland Rail. 
Jeez, really? Anyway, I told him we need toilets in ALL the trains. That was the best I could come up with teary eyed. 
Sunnies back on... board the train. 

The lady next to me, decides to take a book out.... with the title.... I LET YOU GO! 

Thank's Angels.... more tears....

Walking from the trainstation to the Hospital... there was a crow (just one) attacking, what I first thought was a Rat, but turned out to be a baby Possum. 
Possum baby saw me, and I kid you not, ran straight between my feet (I wear big shoes to work. This was the perfect hiding space for baby Possum). Now this never happens or does it?

At this time a lady approached. She said that she would call RSPCA to come and collect baby Possum, as there was no mum Possum in sight. 

Have you ever Googled... Spiritual meaning of Possum? 
Possums will play dead in dire situations, yet this one came running up to me. 
Yet again .... death....

By that stage I truly knew that Miss Doris is going to go over the Rainbow Bridge.... yet, still keeping a glimmer of hope.... maybe the signs are "wrong" or I interpreted them "wrong".... clinging to hope never the less.  

Shortly after the Vet rang.... her words were.... It is time to let her go.....

And the crows? They have stopped to visit our house.... 
Coincidence? Maybe... I let you be the judge.

The survey at the trainstation? Not sure what that was about.... 

Signs are all around us. It is then up to us, to be aware of them or to deny them. 
As hard as it can be.... for me, signs are and will always be a comfort. Something I can rely on and trust in ... even if it isn't pretty or happy news. 

We miss our spunky (as a client of mine used to describe Doris) Doris terribly.... 
As I said many times.... this life/death business sucks big time.... but it is part of us. 

Much Love 
Toni 

The number 13 holds the sacred feminine, intuitive side... the Goddess/God within.

Did you know that there are 13 moon cycles in a year?

Today being a full moon, the 13 holds amplyfied energy!

The number 13 is made up of the number 1 and 3.

Today is a great day to make decisions (use your hightened intuition), to start something new or start to build foundations for the future. Today, it pays to be a realist and get the head OUT of the clouds and to see things as they are.

Today focus on what is important for YOU.

If you feel creative... you may want to team up with a buddy! and have some FUN!

On the flip side...

Today can bring some "FEELS". Emotions may run high and all may seem just too hard...
If that is the case... FOCUS on your breathing, happy thoughts, do something fun or creative... or have a coffee catch up with a friend.

You may even feel a little nervous or highly strung....

13.9.2019 adds up to a #7 day (1+3+9+2+1+9).

The #7 is the number that holds the spiritual quest. A great day to pursue your goals and aspirations with determination.
A great day to clear the foggy mind (meditation) and start taking ACTION!

Friday 13th?
Bring it on!

Love & Light
Toni ​

YES, it was my Birthday yesterday the 23.8.
With every Birthday we not only get gifted presents and are showered with love... but we also are gifted a new energetic field or personal year energy. 
Being born on the 23.8. this means I have started my personal year #7 (2+3+8+2+0+1+9 = 25   2+5=7).
To make things worse (or better?) I am also a Life Path #7. 

What does it all mean? 
Let me tell you.... 
People with a #7 life path like to learn form their own mistakes (go me!), therefore somewhat rejecting guidance (yay... go me!). 
People with a #7 life path like to learn through personal involvement (hands on!). 
The positive is... once they have learned the lesson it is for life. Making the same mistake twice is very rare, even unheard of. 
The #7 life path souls have a deep philosophical understanding. They recognise and believe that everything occurs for a reason and has a purpose. 
What they are really good at is... reading between the lines. It is very hard to Bullshit a Life Path #7! 
They are gifted with a strong intuition. Picking up on higher frequencies is child's play for them. 
Life Path #7 souls love their privacy and alone time. Water (YES to the beach/ocean!) brings great balance into their life. 

Just in case you are interested..... #7 is ruled by Neptune (visions, dreams, psychic and metaphysical abilities). 

Anyway... so now, here I am the Life Path #7 in a personal year #7.... all good right? 
Well... maybe not .... 

The #7 is the number of sacrifice (I had my share... Thank you.... no more... Thank you)... but... at the same time it brings a lot of guidance. 
The trick for me now is.... to LISTEN to the higher guidance. This may come from the out - or inside. 

The good thing is that... in a personal year 7 metaphysical and spiritual matters are of great interest (oh YES! watch this space!). 
What does this mean? 
New workshops (teaching or taking... and I have already signed up for a few workshops this year! AND planing on teaching a NEW one very soon...)
The URGE to teach will surface (YES... I feel a new workshop coming on....)

This is a year where I truly NEED to listen to MY Intuition (for myself... for others it works well). 
This is a great year for mental cleansing and laying the foundation for inner strength. 
Spending time near water (hellooooo beach) will bring benefits on all levels. 
This is a great year to write (journal started....)

Letting go of other people's problems....might be a little harder, but I'll try

Sooo if I see the glass as half full (counting my blessings) and listen to my intuition.... reconnect with me, myself and I.... TEACH.... spend time near the water .... then.... Major spiritual development is in the cards...

The trick for a fantastic personal year 7 is to LISTEN! 
Wish me luck :) 

Love & Light 
Toni 

Has this ever happened to you? 
Here I was in a local shopping centre running my errands. 
Picking up photos... posting them off overseas.... then the big one... Food Shopping (hate food shopping). 
I was using my Bank debit card all morning, paying for all the other stuff, without any problems. 

Then. I don't know what happened, standing at the cash register wanting to pay for my groceries.... OMG I couldn't remember my pin! My pin I used all morning.... GONE! 

Helloooooo Numbers are MY THING! How can I forget Numbers? 

All I could say to the cashier was: OMG I just forgot my pin! And whatever I tried it just did NOT come back to me.... 

Behind me was an elderly lady, which stated: " I hate when that happens". 

Oh right.... I am only in my fifties! Thoughts started to race through my head (while I was still trying to remember those damned numbers). How can I forget 4 numbers? Do I need to get tested? Because, Toni, you know, your great-grandma suffered from Dementia maybe even Alzheimers... All these thoughts... but no PIN. No lousy 4 numbers....

I had no other choice but to leave my trolley, run to the bank teller and get some cash out. 

Now, on that day, while shopping, a million thoughts raced through my head, mainly business ideas. 
Yes, I was close to the Angels and Spirit, receiving downloads (ideas & inspirations). 
So, I probably was a little too stuck in the spirit world, not grounded enough, not really in the NOW of what I was doing... and... my energy slowly "detached" itself from the physical, here and now. 

I love my spiritual work. I love what I do, so much so, that at times I do have to reel myself in to connect with the physical aspects of my whole being. After all, my soul is here to EXPERIENCE! And this can only be done on the physical level, where there is thought and feelings (at least I think so). 

It is super important to ground ourselves (I love to go to the beach or walk barefoot in soft grass), so that Spiritual GROWTH can occur on a physical and spiritual level. 

If you don't ground yourself you will feel imbalanced and irritated (or forget things like I did). 

So, saying that...probably, stamping my feet at the cash register would have helped? Food for thought....

Love & Light 
​Toni